I Deserve? Lyrics

I tasted the fruit that was forbidden
I murdered the trust that you had given me
And now I'm living in a place that's not my home
The pain in your heart made you refre 
The moment we spoke, did you forget?
Will my transgressions bring us all to our sweet end?
Maybe I'm just being too hard on myself, I don't know
Or is ist that yoiur mercy is much more than I deserve?  
Mare that I deserve?
Betrayed by more than just a kiss
I did much more I must admit
Instead of letting it all end you bring me home