I Don't Believe Lyrics

I'm such an asshole 
I'm such a stain
I just keep fucking up again and again

You crawled inside my mind when you 
crawled into my bed
Said eveything I've ever longed to hear
So perfect, so alive, once inside you
 sucked me dry
used me up and left me here for dead
I crave it desparately, a cancer eating me
An addiction to intense to be denied
Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more
Pathetic how i feed off this abuse
You told me that you loved me
I believed you loved me
You swore that you loved me
And I believed, now I know it was a lie
(Chorus)
I don't believe
I don't believe
That I could be so stupid so naive
I don't believe
I don't believe
That there is nothing, nothing
 left for me