Plastic Lyrics

tell me what you're gonna do
I know that you know that I'm on
      to you
I see your game and I see
      the way
with my self esteem you love
      to play
when I'm feeling fine things
      go alright
you're sure to be right by
      my side
but when I'm down I look around
you're nowhere to be found

here they come again
will this ever end
around till I need them
my plastic friends
they melt when heat begins
they're walking mannequins
my plastic friends

I wonder if you'll ever see
exactly what you've done to me
I feel alone I've been attacked
and you put the knife into 
      my back
what I need is honesty
open exchange from you to me
I've come to you my
      pride aside
so we can make this right

three times denied I've
      relied too long on visions
capsules of elastic
      mental prisons
relating to the masses
      for thirty pieces
candy coated personality thin
      like reece's
synthetic figments artificial 
      pigments
[pathetic] ingesting poisons
      of facades
illusions on a mountain high 
      like Colorado
bravado London bridges they
      be falling
value of fools gold with
      kisses manifested
break, smash, shatter
      counterfeit flatter
imitation of a friend 'cause
      the heat makes you scatter
blending, comprehending but 
      still deceiving
aimless inventions creations
      spiritual manipulations
I'm running out of patience
fascinated in your attempts
      at being plastic
spastic, kind of drastic my
      companion you are not